Wow God is AMAZING!!!!!  The Desperation conference in colorado springs was amazing in so many ways!!!!!  I have found myself more in love with Jesus than ever before.  Ephesians 4:21-24 "If indeed you have heard Him and have been taught by Him, as truth is in Jesus: That you put off, concerning your former conduct, the old man which grows corrupt according to the deceitful lusts, and be renewed in the spirit of your mind, and that you put on the new man which was created according to God, in true righteousness and holiness."  that last part says put on the new man according to God so He created the new man In true righteousness and holiness so that we dont have to live in the ways of the old man but as he ordained we can put on the new man!!  so I challenge you to spend yourself on God, put off the old man because God planned it that way. So do you think it breaks His heart when we go back to who we were? 2 Corinthians 5:17  "Therefore if anyone is in Christ he is a new creation old things have passed away, behold all things have become new!!!!!!!"